The bad ending of an Otome game MTL - Chapter (53)
Episode 53
she was kind He loved his daughter more than anyone.
It was blind and blind love, and Ophelia couldn’t even hold her breath, but I was sometimes envious of even that blindness.
I’m not a bad person at the root, so I paid some attention to myself in the end. very occasionally.
So I sometimes imagined myself as Ophelia’s real sister. It was a heart that I couldn’t tell anyone, not even Ophelia.
So I can’t.
Only me. For the Marquis, it wasn’t just me who filled Ophelia’s vacancy in any way.
The horror that once stood in the eyes of the Marquis should not have become a reality. That was my insistence.
It was the insistence and oath of childhood that I made a promise to while clenching my teeth and swallowing tears in the blanket.
In the end, you have to think about it every time you do this. So I guess I’m not the main character.
You are far from a good person who can forgive anything and move forward.
“So, don’t try to get my approval. I am not her daughter.”
The Marquis quietly dropped tears with a blank face. Tears were flowing silently.
She collapsed on the floor with a loose sheep’s head. I clenched my teeth and turned around. It was hard for me to hang on to the heavy additional ankles.
“…… I did it.”
It was a sobbing voice. I stopped without realizing it.
“…… I, I was wrong. Emilia… … .”
“…….”
“I…… I was, then, very, very hard… … .”
“…….”
“Yeah, you see…… Only after Ophelia’s death will I be pathetic and resentful for doing this to you! …… Miss Elodie is so, so kind that I didn’t even know… … I’m going to have to rely on you. Even though Ophelia has never smiled at me like that… … .”
“…….”
“So, that’s why I didn’t know, it was like that. I did. But, even so! There is no time when I can’t think of you… … . Miss Elodie is really kind, and just being around her makes me feel good… … . It suddenly came to mind at every really random moment, and I couldn’t stand it. Oh, he’s not in the mansion right now! Ophelia died, and she went out. I am now…… What are you doing here with Miss Elodie? Every time I suddenly thought of that, I wanted to die… … !”
“…….”
“I…… If you hate it, didn’t you say you’d rather hate it? I could do anything you asked for… … . I had the ability to do anything you asked me to do! But you, me, he, and everything else would be nothing without Ophelia… … As if there was no meaning, I threw it all away… … .”
“…….”
“Will you come back without me? Yes? Did you leave the marquise because you hate me? You…… Didn’t you miss Ophelia too?”
“ma’am.”
Even with only two syllables, my breath was suffocating. It was only after biting the tip of his tongue that a voice came out.
“Don’t apologize. then…… I didn’t want that.”
“Are you perhaps this cruel?”
“…….”
Even though the makeup was removed, the Marquis continued to shed tears. As if completely lost, he looked only at this side with blank eyes.
My chest throbbed the whole time I watched it. I took out a handkerchief and wiped her cheeks.
Makeup was smeared on the tip of the white glove. Should I comfort you? Should I be wrong? I laughed bitterly.
“Iknow, right.”
Seeing my smile, the Marquis opened her eyes wide.
“I think it’s because I resemble Ophelia.”
A world where everyone loves Ophelia.
But in a world where everyone can never be happy.
Like that kid who was cruel in everything, am I doing something bad?
I do not know.
Always, always, I hated seeing the Marquis.
Because I was the person who forced my emotions up that I had put off without being able to face it.
Even that clever Casio Brahmanduff didn’t talk about her carelessly.
The Marquis Windrose was better.
He made a sharp distinction between emotion and reason. From the beginning, I thoroughly maintained a sense of distance from myself. But she was different.
Ophelia’s mother. A person who raised Laertes like his own son. The person who ‘chosen’ me as Ophelia’s playmate.
A person who was clumsy and kind to all the children, but was startled when young Emilia, who was less than ten years old, made a mistake.
Even if it hurt me as a child. Even if she comes now and apologizes for it.
Even I don’t know if my feelings for her are regrets or what, even if it’s complicated.
After all, it’s like this now.
I put the mottled handkerchief in her hand and stood up. Her hand floated through the air as if reflexively trying to catch me.
“Eh, Emile…….”
“Go back.”
Maybe that’s what I wanted to see when I left the marquis after leaving everything behind.
It may be that people who had given up on being completely mine wanted to hold on to me.
I didn’t know that the sharp words I just vomited were just anger. However.
“It’s also an important day for Elodie Youngae.”
From now on, in your life, maybe that kind girl is more important than the irresponsible me.
Because I am a cowardly and clumsy person, I can’t even accept an apology and get rid of the grievances in my heart.
The Marquis looked at me with blank eyes. I laughed as quietly as possible.
“The Marquis is a good person, so a good person like Elodie Young Ae suits you.”
That was sincere. Anyway, even if I died and woke up, I wouldn’t be able to become a real family, so maybe it would be better to have someone who can help each other even a little.
I didn’t have the confidence to be nice and kind.
okay. I can’t be that person.
Forgive freely and express what you want. You can’t hold onto someone else’s mind.
I hovered around this world like a shallow-rooted aquatic plant.
I lingered around Ophelia like a magnet, and her existence was my burden.
Now and in the place where the child was not there, I couldn’t help but laugh.
It doesn’t matter if I was a fool and an idiot full of inferiority complex, because if no one told me, I was a scarecrow that had a hard time supporting even my own body.
“…… Emilia.”
“take care of yourself.”
I turned my back first. I felt her gaze staring at me with a blank expression on her face, but I ignored it.
One side of the cheek was sore and tense, and the legs that were released were shaking.
As soon as I left the lounge, I felt a cold breeze. Casio, who had only brought a glass of alcohol and a glass of water, didn’t even show his nose.
A successful debut is already over the water. From the first day, everyone’s gossip was about to make a hot debut.
I’d rather go out like this, catch a wagon and get back on track, thinking that there wouldn’t be any rounds, and I glanced down the hallway.
If the Countess McGinty had been around, it would have been okay.
Anyway, avoiding this place out of the public eye was an urgent priority.
I trotted towards the end of the sparsely populated hallway. I was about to get out of the outdoor garden to get some cold air.
At that moment, he was seriously considering whether to jump over the short shrub fence or turn around to cross.
A familiar voice was heard.
“Emilia.”
It felt like my heart was pounding and falling.
* * *
The Marquis had many excuses for Emilia.
I was really trying to make you my daughter.
I tried to treat her like a daughter.
I searched all sources to find you.
I had Lady Elodie by my side, but I never thought of you as no and she could be.
All kinds of words filled up like the air in a balloon and then went off repeatedly.
However, every time that happened, the sight of Ophelia blaming herself just kept repeating itself over and over in her mind.
‘How can you do that, Mom?’ And, while twisting those thin lips, the sight of him glaring at him as if criticizing him.
‘I told Emilia to treat her so well.’
Yes, it was fine to say that I felt guilty. But she too had an excuse for Ophelia.
I wanted to treat you well. I was thinking of doing what I couldn’t do for Ophelia.
However, Emilia just left.
As if he didn’t need everything from the Marquis, he had left alone on the night of the funeral without notifying anyone.
When the butler found Emilia who was about to leave and asked for it, he barely got on the wagon.
Without telling anyone, including the servants and maids of the marquis who grew up with him.
Like a ghost.
As if without Ophelia, he himself was meaningless as a marquise.
Everyone, even the Marquis and Marquis, thought that Emilia would stay with the Marquis even after Ophelia died.
I never thought that Emilia would leave.
Ophelia’s voice was vivid.
‘Mom is so selfish. You know you only need to pour out love. Love is when the recipient is happy. Don’t you know?’
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